quiet nights

lately ive been inside my head and idk if thats a good thing because i tend to make things overly-complicated in my head
well i feel like just driving to somewhere and just sitting there to think about everything as i just look out over the city
just ponder life and try to make some sense of this crazy exisitence.
i want to be able to sit in silence and not have a worry in the world
as much as i love being with my friends, i love being alone by myself to be able to think about myself, my proirities, and just life
i havent had some good me time in a while because im either going out with my friends, with that special someone, or with my family.
i feel like i just need an entire day to myself so i can just be alone from everything and just think
a day with no distractions, no one calling me, no one bitching at me, no one asking me for anything..just a care free day
its not that i hate everything its just that i like solitude at times and this is my way of making sense of everything.
i just need one quiet night to myself...