so now i realized why i didnt like being home in the first place
i just sit here and do nothing on my computer and its gonna be even worse now cause i dont a car...i hope i get a good job soon so i can see people for a change
well i guess its punishment for what i did right haha but still something needs to change soon or like i need some koo friends that actually lives near me
yea so now need to find something to do rather then just sit here do nothing and then tell everyone else about it
anyways school is surprisingly weird but i kinda guessed it before
i mean its like i am seeing everyone that i used to see from high school
but all my classes are like college classes...so now my mind is in like 2 different places but i guess its alright cause im seeing a bunch of old friends now and stuff
yea i really need to step up my blogging too cause the past few are seriously lacking in potential to be good.
well until next time...
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
slow it down
just realized something that may already be common knowledge among most people but i felt like i needed to write it down
well when life is getting a little crazy and all that stuff you just need to slow everything down and jsut look around
stop to look around at everything and think about how things got that way
relive everything in your head and remember all those moments that you should have done something different
you may not like the road ahead of you but you always have time to change that so things will be better in the future
you dont always have to continue on the same path because life is about the pathes we take and if you couldnt change then what kind of life would that be
so take some advice if not mine and think about things because the most powerful weapon is the mind because it has the power to create as well as destroy!
well when life is getting a little crazy and all that stuff you just need to slow everything down and jsut look around
stop to look around at everything and think about how things got that way
relive everything in your head and remember all those moments that you should have done something different
you may not like the road ahead of you but you always have time to change that so things will be better in the future
you dont always have to continue on the same path because life is about the pathes we take and if you couldnt change then what kind of life would that be
so take some advice if not mine and think about things because the most powerful weapon is the mind because it has the power to create as well as destroy!
a new new beginning...
well as many of you know that actually read my blog...or for those that this is the first time..
i have left asu because of certain reasons that didnt have to due with academics but unfortunately i am still gone..but now i am going to Pima Community College in tucson because its still a form of higher education that i need
i want to better myself and if this is how i have to do it then so be it because i will still push forward and do whatever i have to do to succeed.
sadly there isnt very much room for error on my part and this is basically my last chance to not screw up my life
lets hope for the best!
ohh and my social life(such as partying all the time) is gonna be on hold for a while but that still doesnt mean i dont have time for friends!
i know lots of things have changed and everything but its alright cause life is about adapting to new things and finding balance among all of them
so hopefully i find some balance in my life and i can get back to the things were and everyone can be happy again...
i have left asu because of certain reasons that didnt have to due with academics but unfortunately i am still gone..but now i am going to Pima Community College in tucson because its still a form of higher education that i need
i want to better myself and if this is how i have to do it then so be it because i will still push forward and do whatever i have to do to succeed.
sadly there isnt very much room for error on my part and this is basically my last chance to not screw up my life
lets hope for the best!
ohh and my social life(such as partying all the time) is gonna be on hold for a while but that still doesnt mean i dont have time for friends!
i know lots of things have changed and everything but its alright cause life is about adapting to new things and finding balance among all of them
so hopefully i find some balance in my life and i can get back to the things were and everyone can be happy again...
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Starting Over
well i have screwed up my life yet again but this isnt one of those times were you can just brush it off but rather one of those learning experiences
it has really opened my eyes to many things because even though i have made such a huge mistake the one thing that i can count on is people to be there to support me
i may have wronged them in multiple ways and hurt them, but in the end i know that they will have my back because they care about me that much
others will say that it is the influence that my friends have on me that led me astray, but i beg to differ because although it is true that they have some impact they too are lost just like i am
they are not to blame for any actions that i take willingly because we are all in this together not matter wat
so i will never abandon my friends because they are a part of who i have become even if they arent the smartest or the safest...i love them like brothers
even if they screw up ill be there to catch them as they will do the same for me...
and if we all screw up then its all of our jobs to look at each other and figure out that wat we are doing at that time isnt the best life choice and that we need to change something immediately or else the consequences of our actions will become increasingly more dramatic
so all i have to say is that if you make a mistake then pick yourself up, look around at those that will stand by your side and keep moving forward because there is always something there whether it be big or small
it has really opened my eyes to many things because even though i have made such a huge mistake the one thing that i can count on is people to be there to support me
i may have wronged them in multiple ways and hurt them, but in the end i know that they will have my back because they care about me that much
others will say that it is the influence that my friends have on me that led me astray, but i beg to differ because although it is true that they have some impact they too are lost just like i am
they are not to blame for any actions that i take willingly because we are all in this together not matter wat
so i will never abandon my friends because they are a part of who i have become even if they arent the smartest or the safest...i love them like brothers
even if they screw up ill be there to catch them as they will do the same for me...
and if we all screw up then its all of our jobs to look at each other and figure out that wat we are doing at that time isnt the best life choice and that we need to change something immediately or else the consequences of our actions will become increasingly more dramatic
so all i have to say is that if you make a mistake then pick yourself up, look around at those that will stand by your side and keep moving forward because there is always something there whether it be big or small
College
so my first semester didnt go as well as i hoped it would and now im not going to be attending ASU anymore.
this saddens me for many reasons and most of them arent because im going to get my education there...its true that i care about my education but i can get that anywhere that i attend
the thing im going to miss the most is the people that made the experience
i swear i will miss all those people that i met for only that short time but they made such a big impact on my life
i know i have shown them a few things just as they have shown me
yea its gonna be hard changing my whole life around again and getting used to something new but if there is one thing that im good at thats adapting.
hopefully everything works out alright and that i am able to keep pushing forward in life like i should be even though ive messed up
i have found that the key to success is balance and that is wat i am going to aim to achieve with my life
i may not be able to find it right now at this moment but eventually i will
this saddens me for many reasons and most of them arent because im going to get my education there...its true that i care about my education but i can get that anywhere that i attend
the thing im going to miss the most is the people that made the experience
i swear i will miss all those people that i met for only that short time but they made such a big impact on my life
i know i have shown them a few things just as they have shown me
yea its gonna be hard changing my whole life around again and getting used to something new but if there is one thing that im good at thats adapting.
hopefully everything works out alright and that i am able to keep pushing forward in life like i should be even though ive messed up
i have found that the key to success is balance and that is wat i am going to aim to achieve with my life
i may not be able to find it right now at this moment but eventually i will
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
First Semester
well the first semester of college is done with and i will have to say its was pretty fun :)
had some good times and some bad times
made lots of new friends and talked to some old friends
idk wat else to write on here because i havent written on here in a while
the one thing i did learn about college is that you have a lot of free time but it isnt always ass it seems
soo yea make use of your time or do something that you will never forget because i figure if your gonna waste your time do it like a boss
anyways i have also learned that dorms ruin people lives...they are fun to live in for a while but they get old really quick
so im excited to go home and stuff and see all my friends:)
also ready for a new semester with my new major which is creative writing...i know most of you will be like oh you cant write or that is gonna suck
anyway cause it may work out or not but i dont care
have fun and do something after reading this or ill be sad......
write stuff below too
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had some good times and some bad times
made lots of new friends and talked to some old friends
idk wat else to write on here because i havent written on here in a while
the one thing i did learn about college is that you have a lot of free time but it isnt always ass it seems
soo yea make use of your time or do something that you will never forget because i figure if your gonna waste your time do it like a boss
anyways i have also learned that dorms ruin people lives...they are fun to live in for a while but they get old really quick
so im excited to go home and stuff and see all my friends:)
also ready for a new semester with my new major which is creative writing...i know most of you will be like oh you cant write or that is gonna suck
anyway cause it may work out or not but i dont care
have fun and do something after reading this or ill be sad......
write stuff below too
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Monday, November 22, 2010
this is awkward
haha alright soo its been wayyy too long since ive blogged and this is really wierd
i remember the time when i never did anything and all i did was blog...
well i guess its a good thing that i dont do it so much but it makes all you sad i think..
anyways if you are wondering im doing pretty good over here at ASU...having tons of fun with all of my friends and doing wat we do best
we party hard and its the greatest experience ever
sooooo idk really know wat to talk about cause most of the people that actually might read my blog wouldnt understand most of the stuff that i would be saying on here about my new friends cause you dont know them.
well i guess i could tell you the last 2 trips back to tucson were pretty fun to say the least cause i brought some people back and showed them a good time in tucson.
umm well i also recently got a longboard and now im a koo kid that rides a long board all the time
wat else...oh i also destroy most of my free time playing BLACK OPS which is super fun unlike Halo:Reach which let me down....its just like the last halo where all the people that are good online play and you get too frustrated to play so you give up...
yea thats exactly wat i did
well im off so if you read this i hope you had fun and look through the rest of my posts cause some of them are pretty funny....and it makes me happy
i remember the time when i never did anything and all i did was blog...
well i guess its a good thing that i dont do it so much but it makes all you sad i think..
anyways if you are wondering im doing pretty good over here at ASU...having tons of fun with all of my friends and doing wat we do best
we party hard and its the greatest experience ever
sooooo idk really know wat to talk about cause most of the people that actually might read my blog wouldnt understand most of the stuff that i would be saying on here about my new friends cause you dont know them.
well i guess i could tell you the last 2 trips back to tucson were pretty fun to say the least cause i brought some people back and showed them a good time in tucson.
umm well i also recently got a longboard and now im a koo kid that rides a long board all the time
wat else...oh i also destroy most of my free time playing BLACK OPS which is super fun unlike Halo:Reach which let me down....its just like the last halo where all the people that are good online play and you get too frustrated to play so you give up...
yea thats exactly wat i did
well im off so if you read this i hope you had fun and look through the rest of my posts cause some of them are pretty funny....and it makes me happy
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