a passion of mine

well as many of you that read my blog already know that i love movies! :)
so i have done some thinking and i have come to a conclusion that i want to do something with movies in the future..you know like write them, direct them, or even do screenplays
i have always been into movies ever since i was little. i hate reading because sure you can imagine watever it is that you are reading in your head but im more of a visual person..as are most people
so movies have been a way to visualize many spectacular things..they also allow us to do many creactive and seemingly impossible things
the great thing about movies is that there is no limit or boundaries if you want to create a great movie
i really dont care about all the money that there is to be made in movies but rather being acknowledged for creating a great work of art
most people will tell you that they can make a movie and its so easy..well i beg to differ
sure someone will have a great idaea but can they run with it..probably not
see the only way to make a good movie is to keep the watcher guessing wat is going to happen next but connect everything together from the beginning.
many movies now a days are so easy to understand..i have a bad habit of analyzing movies so i can tell you wat is going to happen next even if i havent seen the movie yet..i blame my sophomore english teacher Ms. Wilson!!!!
but also thanks cause that has allowed me to see how great movies are made
so i believe that i have the ability to have a future in the film industry...but as of right now i still have a lot of work to do because making a movie is very difficult, especially if you want it to be one of the greats that people will be qutoing for years to come :)

THE OFFICE

ok so recently i have been watching one of the greatest shows to come out on television in a very long time called The Office!
yea i know it has been out since 2005 but i barely got into it like a month or 2 ago. but it is still amazing

im pretty sure many of you have seen it, but for those of you that havent i will go over the basics of the show.
It is based on a paper company called Dunder Mifflin and all of its employees at the Scranton branch. the regional manager is Micheal Scott (Steve Carell) who believes that he is liked by all of his co-workers and has a great sense of humor, which is very rude and unusal. there is a wonderful cast that portray the workers and the many things they do at work and the stuff Micheal tells them to do. Most of the show is scripted but there is a lot of improv that goes into the show as well. if you love laughing and anything else related to laughin then you should definately watch it. and come watch it with me cause i love watching it

there are 6 seasons so far but there is another season fast approaching...although its great that another season is coming there is word that Steve Carell may be leaving the office for good. only time will tell and if it does end then they had the best run on television.

this show also has one of the craziest love stories of all time and you have to watch all of it to fully understand the Jim and Pam relationship...but i promise you tahtit wont disappoint :)

my own trap...the mind

lately ive been feeling lost in my mind and idk why
i have seemed to seperate myself from the world except for my close friends
i had plans to get out and enjoy life but for some reason i cant seem to bring myself back to reality and out of my mind
idk if i am feeling lonely because i dont have anyone with an emotional connection to turn to or if im just feeling overwhelmed by the insignificance that i am compared to the world
all of this has pushed me back into my head like i used to be
none of this is good and its affecting my life even if most dont know it
i really dont want to go out and socialize because although i know it will be for fun a part of me is sayin...why go out and meet new people and create memories that will only fall apart and fade quickly.
and for the feeling lonely part im at a loss for thoughts because my heart is longing for some emotion but my mind is telling me that it is not worth it right now
me as a person is caught in the middle because i want someone to be there for me but i dont want to hurt them or me since i wont be here long
my mind is an elusive trap which i have fallen victim to and the only way out is to do what i have to
i have said that i am a complex individual and people may agree or say that i am easy to read...i really dont care how people see me because i am who i am
i would say that i wish things were back to the way they were...if you are reading this....but i cant keep kidding myself because the only reason that im thinking that is because im feeling alone right now
things happen reason or not but we have to deal with the outcome and keep looking forward. the past can only teach us one things...mistakes!
you may ask why i only said mistakes and not successes...well that is because we can always learn from mistakes but we can never follow in someones success because we must make our own success.
live, learn, love

our mind is a dangerous tool which can help us or hurt us
dont ever take it for granted and dont always listen to it because you also have a heart...

Cowboy Bebop!

So many people go through life and never watch anime cause they think its for little kids when in fact its the opposite
sure they are drawn but that doesnt take aways from the quality of the story or whatever you look for in a show

well i want to tell you all about a show that was created in 1998 but is still very popular to this day!
its called COWBOY BEBOP and its pretty much the shit
yea i know wat you are thinking..if it has the word cowboy in it then it had to be gay but thats where you are mistaken
its a show about a group of bounty-hunters that travel space in the year 2071 trying to make a living collecting bounties
although this sounds like a great show..there were only 26 episodes made which tell the entire story!
they also made a movie but i havent watched it yet.

so if this sounds like something interesting to you all that read my blog then you should check it out...it comes out on [adultswim] which is on cartoonnetwork during latenight or you can google it
have fun

Leaving the Nest

well the time is quickly approaching when i have to leave everything that i know and try to start a new life in college.
sure it may be a little overwhelming at first and hard to leave it all behind but i feel confident that i am able to adapt to my new life
i feel no regrets about leaving Tucson or anything here because i know it will all still be here when come back..whenever that is
im going to miss my friends because they are the ones i grew up with but i cant have them holding me down..i love them
i want to leave home because i am one of those people that learns from the real experience so its better to just cut ties and do things on my own
not to say im not grateful for everything that has happened in my life up to this point because it all taught me the important things in life
i will never forget all the memories i have made before this..the good and the bad
never forget all those girls i have chased, all the friends that have come and gone, all the places ive been, and all those countless moments that are just one of a kind
now even though my entire life is here i know i will succeed over at ASU because i am ready to enjoy all that it has to offer.
plenty of girls to chase, more friends to make, many places to see, and numberless moments to be had

so i leave you with this...
up until this point remember your whole life...think of a path that will completely change what you have done with your life so far and take it because life is about taking risks
you may feel regret, remorse, and reprive but in the end you can always say that you did it and no one can take that away from you
so make the most of life because the only thing holding you back is time!