fuckin essays

well this semester everyone in cranes class will be stayin up late, tryin to kill themselves, stayin home, killin thier computers, and just doin stupid things
yea thats right cause we have to do another research paper
so we will all be spendin most of our time stressin about gettin it done instead of actually doin it
this is gettin everyone all worked up cause we only have like a week and like 3 days
yea most people havent started like myself and i know im gonna say im startin tonight but seriously i will probably start like in the weekend
i know its bad but its the life of the procrastinator
most people may come back half dead from pullin an all nighter or with less hair from pullin it all out
either way we might all come out of it wit a better understandin that we dont ever want to do another reseach paper again
best of luck to everyone that is doin their paper and hope you get an A cause i know i wont:)

inspiration

so i know ive been laggin on the blog but fuck it

well as you know im in AP classes and our government class has decided to go visit pistor and wakefield middle schools
we are supposed to get kids to want to take higher level courses
the thing is that now a days kids are soo stupid
like seriously they are exposed to soo much now that they think they can do watever and still be able to make money
now that the economy is still in the shitter and jobs are scarecly comin back
these kids need all the help they can get and that means challengin themselves in skoo
yea we all hate doin hw but its way better than sittin in the dumbass class were a kid has to ask a question for everything the teacher says
besides a little challenge never hurt
so we are supposed to inspire these kids to better themselves but how do we do that
we scare the shit out of them and hope that works
because in reality thats probably wats gonna happen if they dont take these classes and they realize its too late
well we should do a decent job cause these kids might be the future

oh well...

sittin in class

so today has been pretty chill..havent done any work
first off i just chilled and got on the computer and went on myspace and facebook
also i check out some beats on hctrs page and some youtube vids
then came to advisory where we all decided we were artists and drew all over the board..it was pretty fun
after we had class where we continued to watch pride & prejudice..interestin
then came lunch were hector got invited to his first popular party..we were all so proud
so now just sittin here in 6th period doin nutin but bloggin

ok so sorry to everyone that reads my blog but ive just really had nutin to write about
ive been keepin busy but i dont think she would want me to write about her just yet;)
well when something interesting happens ill let you know

guys night out to watch CLASH OF THE TITANS


ok so this kid chin is like one of the best drawers ever
he drew this masterpiece on the board just cause he felt like it
it took him about 10 min just imagine if we let him use the whole board?

gonna keep postin

sorry i havent posted anything in a while guys
i know many of you that read my blog are thinkin that im laggin or you just dont care well i dont really care
the only reason i havent posted one in a while is cause of a woman
yea its true
ive been talkin to this girl for a while now and somehow im always doing something now and im not postin
well its all good cause it means im not at home most of the time but it leaves you guys with nutin to read
so i have this new idea
im gonna start postin while im with her cause i think that you both deserve my attention
and yes shes a cutie and duh id rather just spend time with her than post
but you know i have things to get off my chest so ill always post so please dont worry

Youth in Revolt

this has got to be the best movie of 2010
no joke because i missed the first like 20 min of the movie and i still fell in love wit it
ok so micheal cera is like on of the best young actors ever.
this movie is like fight club in the sense that his alter persona controls him until he overcomes it and realizes that he was good enough as himself
and justin long was soo fuckin funny in this movie
its just a story of a love-struck kid that just wants to be with the girl of his dreams and he will do anything to do it
say wat you want to say about micheal cera but he is the shit
and no homo but sometimes i wish i was micheal cera
but if you havent seen this movie i suggest you do it soon because it will make you luagh so hard you might just poop a little


oh and had lots of fun that night at the movies wit that certain person:)
so yea if you read this..your welcome:)

the newest memeber of the crew

so ive had my new car for a while now but it never had a nickname
i asked the crew to help out wit a nickname cause i couldnt do it myself
it took a while and a little diliberating but we finally found a suitable name
she will now be forever refered to as KIMBERLY or KIM K
yes like the kardashian :P
look i didnt come up wit it but its pretty bomb

so withouth further adue her is the newest member of the crew
KIM K!!!!!!

BLOG WARS BEGINS

well today in class me and ben decided to create this masterpiece that you see before you
i was inspired by easu..somehow he managed to focus on something in cranes class and scrounge up some sort of cohirent sort of drawin which i turned into a work of art
so ben had the left side and i had the right side...chin drew the french king kong and the bi-plane
well i recently found out that a few of us that blog frequently..or those guys that think they have interesting things to talk about..are havin a huge blog war
so this is for you..ITS ON BITCHES
yea hector and esau sorry but you guys are fatties and please dont eat me
and frank dont politicalize me
well i dont like being mean to my friends but its all in good fun so be prepared to face the heat and meet your demise
im not gonna hold back and im unleashin the beast so no one better start cryin

today is one of those days

its one of those days that might turn into of those greatest days ever
but we will still see
like seriously i got up and did the things i needed to do
all the clothes i wanted to wear were like right there and everything
actually found a white tee that fits like its supposed to
just been chillin waitin for my team to play today
all my friends keep txtin my about wat im doin tonight

its just one of those days
were everything goes ok for you
not too good not too bad but just right
im curious how this day will turn out and wonderin if it will be good
well this was just one of those unnecessary and ridiculous blogs
but fuck it cause its my blog anyways
thanks for listein

ohh and shes cute....but she never reads my blog:)

Big Easy and Famous Frank

these are two of the koolest guys ever
i dont wanna sounds really gay but there are the shit
haha well they be super fun
if you ever get the chance to hang out with them do it cause it will be worth it
i bet they are gonna read this and say that they are the shit
they arent really that koo but just a little
you might have to go read thier blog to find out more about them
bigeasys.blogspot.com
famous-frank.blogspot.com

yea so if you have nutin better to do or you just wanna meet some guys
go look em up and do it with caution

deep thoughts

you know that im a deep person even though i dont really show it
but its one of my biggest flaws because i overthink things too much
ill take a little thing and blow it up in my mind and turn it into a big deal when its actually not
see i bet most people think im shallow because im very open and i can be blunt at times but thats a front sometimes
i hide my emotions, feelings, and everything from the outside world
some say this is bad and others wish they could do that
its a combination of both but it eats me alive inside
there isnt a day that goes by where i dont wish i could just scream my feelings to the world but im just too scared
there are very few people who have seen my true self
i present myself as a care free person that doesnt worry about anything
im probably the person that worries the most..ive just been able to speed up my process of worryin so that it only takes a few seconds
seriously though i wish i could share my inner thoughts, feelings, and everything but im not that confident i could really do it
also if i do then i might push away the people i care about the most
my fear is being judged by those closest to me...i know they are supposed to love me for who i am but the person i am really may not be who they really know
i just want to be able to go one day without second guessin myself and feelin confident about who i really am....

i dont want people to get the wrong impression that i have created a new image of myself but rather chosen to hide aspects of my character
dont think for one second that you dont know who i am because this is the real me but there are certain things about me that many dont know
i usually dont express my feelings because thats just the type of person i am but i want to change that
so please dont think that i have tricked all of you into thinkin im someone that i am not
this post is mearly to inform you that my mind is where i lose myself and i wish you could alll help
thanks

clearly the best show on MTV in a while

Jersey Shore is like the best show ever..its soo funny you cant stop watchin
so they decided to get a bunch of GUIDOS and GUIDETTES together in one house on the jersey shore and make a show
this is the most rediculous show ever created but its that funny
ok look so all the guys think they have to be buff, have good haircuts, nice clothes, and everything.
the girls are just as crazy too
they hit the clubs all the time and drink excessively
they think they can hook up wit any girl that they want
no joke i wish i could go see them and i cant wait until the new episodes start showin cause its that good
if you havent seen it then you should really consider watchin it if you wanna laugh really hard
ohh and they beat up the beats in the clubs by FIST PUMPING

We need to feel something

We all long for a connection
most people go through life doin wat they are told because they lack the total conncetion we all need
yea some people live by wat they feel but how many do that?
Seriously we as people need to feel a deep connection
one of my favorite movies is CRASH which was made in the '90s
the message was that we drift through life but we bump into others because we lose that connection
which affects more than one person..it's a powerful movie which really opened my eyes
see I know that you might say that you are connected to the world cause you have the Internet, friends, and so on
but if you stop to think about it don't you realize that there is something missin?
Now i realized this because I have great friends and a great life but I still felt something missin
wat I think is missin in my life right now is just a genuine relationship where I can become close to someone and share my feelings wit them
that's all I really want right now
see the void in my life may change later on or it may not
we all go through life seekin something that will make us feel connected to others even if that means doin something you don't necessarily like as long as you are wit company
I'm not sayin that we are incomplete it's just that many times we feel unsatisfied at life because something may be missin in your life
dig deep into your thoughts and figure out wat you are missin because it could make your life amazinly better
we must all crash into something one someone at one point just to feel anything at all because we are so focused on ourselves
discover wat you are missin because it may turn out to be the thing you have always wanted

childhood games

haha so my friend aryana gave me the idea for this post
so remember those fun games that we used to play those little party games
like truth or dare:P
yea you remember cause you would always pick truth unless you were really koo and you picked dare
haha or those times you picked dare and after they told you wat to do you decided you wanted to pick truth
then you would feel nervous when they asked you something like who did you like and that person was there.
well those were fun times :)

(this would probably count as a truth and a dare)

haha ohh and that really fun game of spin the bottle
yea when everyone would really try to make the bottle spin to the person they wanted
and when it wasnt someone that you wanted it to land on you claimed that someone touched the bottle
but when it did land on the person you wanted you got really nervous and didnt know whether to kiss her or yell at everyone else
but after you got it over with then you felt like the shit until someone one uped you
those were really good times but now we just move onto bigger and better games;)

(i just found this and i have no idea who this random girl is)