my computer

i really do wish that i could somehow separate myself from my computer one of these days but i dont think that will ever happen because i have become too attached to my computer
seriously there isnt a day that goes by that i dont go on some sort of electronic device that connects me to the internet
now some may see this as a bad thing but i see it in two ways
1. this way is the bad way which cuts into my actual social interaction with the world and makes me not move for hours. it also prevents me from doing anything besides wat im doin on the computer
2.this is the good way because it connnects me to millions of people all over the world and even right here. it also connects me to vast amounts of information at the click of a button which is basically unlimited power (knowledge=power)

so i ask the question...is being so in tune with technology a bad thing or a good thing?

PS. i spend a fair amount to time in the real world and experience many things. these many things have led to many things be them good and bad
the choice we make to utilize the tools of our generation is our own, but how we use them determines who we are...

getting back on track

alright so now that school is a couple weeks in i think im on my way back on track
but it doesnt stop here...i need to keep up the hard work and do my best because if i dont i will probably fall back into the way i was before
i really wish that things would be normal but i think thats way too much to ask for because so much has changed and it will never be the same
hopefully from this point forward things will be positive and somewhat good
we can only hope for the best and anticipate the worst.
im not saying that i want everything to be good but i dont want things to be as bad as they have been
id like to say that i cant get worse than it already has been but i would be lying through my teeth if i said that
now all i want is for the people i love to be by my side as they always have been and just move forward from this because theres only one direction and that is forward
i just stick to wat i know and maybe learn something new on the way
if i could change a few lives on the way and call a few new people friends along the way then that wouldnt be the worst thing that could happen.

VIVA LIFE!
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inspiration

so i have recently felt a sudden inspiration to actually do something with my life
yea i know its crazy right
well i started working out on my own to get back into shape cause im tired of having a little flabby gut..besides i like looking good without a shirt
also i have been inspired to write stuff...it may be that im just liking school, or watching too many movies, or im just genuinely inspired and stuff
watever the circumstances may be i believe that this is a really good thing and that i am just going to go with it
there really isnt anything bad that can come from this unless i decide to start writing negatively but i dont see that happening


people write me comments please! it pleases me and also it makes me want to write more so that you actually have something interesting to read instead of me just writing a bunch of bullshit and making you waste your time reading all the way to the bottom only to find out that i was fucking with you.

C O M M E N T !

Have some fun

So not having car really sucks because I can't go places that I normally want to go whenever I want and now I have to wait everywhere
So yea I need to either find a dependable ride places or start taking the bus
Haha I really don't want to take the bus cause it smells like shit

On another note sometimes waiting pays off cause the whole time I've been waiting at school
I hav seen so many cute girls and I really don't mind sitting here ad watching
Not that I'm a super creep or anything but you know way I mean
I also need to make a friend that will just chill with me all the time cause I miss being able to tell dimwit something funny right away
Yea so 2 things on my list of things to do- get a car/ride and get a new friend/ or girlfriend
The mission is on and it will be a fun one!

Also side note to all those that actually read this...you guys are the best
And hopefully you might write comments cause I get bored and comments really make me happy
So if you feel like writing something fun r just somethig stupid
Write that shit cause I really like comments!

yay bored again

so now i realized why i didnt like being home in the first place
i just sit here and do nothing on my computer and its gonna be even worse now cause i dont a car...i hope i get a good job soon so i can see people for a change
well i guess its punishment for what i did right haha but still something needs to change soon or like i need some koo friends that actually lives near me
yea so now need to find something to do rather then just sit here do nothing and then tell everyone else about it

anyways school is surprisingly weird but i kinda guessed it before
i mean its like i am seeing everyone that i used to see from high school
but all my classes are like college classes...so now my mind is in like 2 different places but i guess its alright cause im seeing a bunch of old friends now and stuff
yea i really need to step up my blogging too cause the past few are seriously lacking in potential to be good.
well until next time...

slow it down

just realized something that may already be common knowledge among most people but i felt like i needed to write it down
well when life is getting a little crazy and all that stuff you just need to slow everything down and jsut look around
stop to look around at everything and think about how things got that way
relive everything in your head and remember all those moments that you should have done something different
you may not like the road ahead of you but you always have time to change that so things will be better in the future
you dont always have to continue on the same path because life is about the pathes we take and if you couldnt change then what kind of life would that be
so take some advice if not mine and think about things because the most powerful weapon is the mind because it has the power to create as well as destroy!

a new new beginning...

well as many of you know that actually read my blog...or for those that this is the first time..
i have left asu because of certain reasons that didnt have to due with academics but unfortunately i am still gone..but now i am going to Pima Community College in tucson because its still a form of higher education that i need
i want to better myself and if this is how i have to do it then so be it because i will still push forward and do whatever i have to do to succeed.
sadly there isnt very much room for error on my part and this is basically my last chance to not screw up my life
lets hope for the best!
ohh and my social life(such as partying all the time) is gonna be on hold for a while but that still doesnt mean i dont have time for friends!
i know lots of things have changed and everything but its alright cause life is about adapting to new things and finding balance among all of them
so hopefully i find some balance in my life and i can get back to the things were and everyone can be happy again...

Starting Over

well i have screwed up my life yet again but this isnt one of those times were you can just brush it off but rather one of those learning experiences
it has really opened my eyes to many things because even though i have made such a huge mistake the one thing that i can count on is people to be there to support me
i may have wronged them in multiple ways and hurt them, but in the end i know that they will have my back because they care about me that much
others will say that it is the influence that my friends have on me that led me astray, but i beg to differ because although it is true that they have some impact they too are lost just like i am
they are not to blame for any actions that i take willingly because we are all in this together not matter wat
so i will never abandon my friends because they are a part of who i have become even if they arent the smartest or the safest...i love them like brothers
even if they screw up ill be there to catch them as they will do the same for me...
and if we all screw up then its all of our jobs to look at each other and figure out that wat we are doing at that time isnt the best life choice and that we need to change something immediately or else the consequences of our actions will become increasingly more dramatic
so all i have to say is that if you make a mistake then pick yourself up, look around at those that will stand by your side and keep moving forward because there is always something there whether it be big or small

College

so my first semester didnt go as well as i hoped it would and now im not going to be attending ASU anymore.
this saddens me for many reasons and most of them arent because im going to get my education there...its true that i care about my education but i can get that anywhere that i attend
the thing im going to miss the most is the people that made the experience
i swear i will miss all those people that i met for only that short time but they made such a big impact on my life
i know i have shown them a few things just as they have shown me
yea its gonna be hard changing my whole life around again and getting used to something new but if there is one thing that im good at thats adapting.
hopefully everything works out alright and that i am able to keep pushing forward in life like i should be even though ive messed up
i have found that the key to success is balance and that is wat i am going to aim to achieve with my life
i may not be able to find it right now at this moment but eventually i will