as of right now

ive always been an educated person and possibly even clever.
now that i think about it though ive never really been a smart person
i mean smart in the sense that i make the right decisions or choices.
i always do something to mess things up for myself whether that be on purpose or for some untold reason
im happy with my life but sometimes i wish it were better, now i know that everyone wishes their lives were better
im not talking about being rich, famous, or any combination of the two
i just want things to be a little more clear. give me a little direction
im not asking for a lot and i can possibly find this somewhere if i actually try to look
well the best thing i can do for myself i guess would be to keep looking for something to do with my life because right now i dont have an answer
i have an idea, but that will only get me so far
i need a push into the right direction
its so much harder to do when all the motivation in your life has gone and its just you standing there all alone.
the first step is the hardest and i dont want to take it alone
i dont care if no one will be there to push me as long as i have someone there to walk beside me...

one day i will be complete, but until then someone will have to be there to pick me up and say its ok to keep pushing forward

its been a while

so i havent written on here in a while
i dont really have much to talk about since i havent been doing anything that exciting
i got my car running and that was pretty koo i guess
also i have been playing fallout new vegas alot and thats about it
since my summer started i have just been sitting around the house
summer school is gonna be interesting but oh well
hopefully things start to look up for me this summer...
until then have fun everyone.

enjoy your summer

THOR

so i just saw this movie at the midnight showing and i have to say that it was a rather good movie. there were some very good fight scenes and also a good back story of how thor came to be.
the one thing that i didnt quite like was how they showed the initial back story, but thats just preference
all in all its another good addition to the marvel franchise and it follows the avenger path as well leading right from IRONMAN 2.
i would highly recommend seeing this movie if you like some action and a pretty good movie. the effects were really good as well

as a side note stan lee's cameo was a pretty good one this time. not to say that some of his others arent quite as subtle as this