whats up bitches

so i havent been on here for a while and i think its about time i write something right
well recently i had like a conference with my poetry teacher and we were talking alot about my work
she was telling me that my poetry needed some work, but she commented that i have the potential
to become a great prose writer! this fucking made my day because as a matter of fact i actually want to
become a prose writer and hopefully someday be published
aside from that she said that a couple of my poems were actually pretty good too
that was about the highlight of my week!

and to top it all off its going to be my birthday in a week and i will no longer be a teenager, but enter
into the hell that is being 20 yrs old! that one fucking year between being a punk ass kid and
being a dumbass that can drink legally!
so im ready for this new year of my life to begin and do something new

im open to new experiences and i really hope that they will present themselves because this city
is really starting to get on my nerves. its like a shitty repeat of high school, with less school hours
and less friends to share it with! all i want is for tucson to be better than it is, but that just seems way too
much to ask for. everyone tells me if i hate it so much to just move away, but its not as simple as a wish
if i could move i would have already left, but im stuck here until i start to do something with my life
and it doesnt look like thats happening anytime soon.

on a side note: i really cant wait until its starts getting cold and stuff so that i can start wearing sweaters
already cause i fucking love hoodie season.

times are changing

i was talking with my cousin this past weekend and she has like 4 kids already and one of them who is like 12
is gettign all this attention from like a bunch of girls and she is kinda worried about it
normally i would be like that kid is awesome, but she was telling how these little girls act and its pretty bad
i mean these girls are like 11-14 yrs old and are out for blood!
in my head i was thinking like where were these girls when we were little but after thinking about it for a while
i realized that something wasnt right...these little girls are being way too forward for their age.
im all for doing some fun stuff while you are young but i mean things are just getting way out of hand
in todays society and i think its not good at all.
i mean these little girls are practically stalking my cousin from what i hear, my cousin gave him a phone
and had to take it away from him cause those little girls would not leave him alone at like all hours of the day
she said it was getting to the point where she was shocked at what these girls were txting to him and they are
barely teenagers. all i have to say is that there is a time and a place for everything and i think that this
kind of behavior should maybe wait a couple more years when these kids learn some damn self control
and actually know what they are doing. there is a real potential here for things to turn out really bad in the near future
for plenty of kids and i dont like seeing it among people my age and i dont think i would tolerate it any better
coming from that age group.
so if you know of shit like this happening, just take a moment to slap some damn sense into these kids
so that they know whats up! cause i think most of them dont have a clue what they are getting themselves into