its been awhile

hey everyone that loves my blog
i know ive been really busy wit skoo and fuckin up my life
but im alright cause ive learned some things about myself
i really dont need to worry about women and tryin to find the right one because eventually i will and hopefully someone will keep me company until then
ohh and that im super cute too
like so many people have been tellin me how cute i look just cause i grew my hair out
its amazin
ohhh so this friday like october 2 is my last homecomin and imma get super crazy wild and start doin some crazy shit
we are gonna beast in the assembly and then rock out wit the band at the game
its gonna be one awsome night

well everyone thanks for listenin:))
love you guys

NERDS ;)

ok ok so i realized that the koolest kids in skoo are the nerds
yea thats soo true
im proud to say that im pretty much a nerd but not entirely
but yea its soo true cause who else could have that much fun being smart
ok so everyone thinks that the koo kids are the ones gettin drunk, gettin high, doin stupid dumbass shit, or just being hardass but those guys are gonna end up fuckin up soon and then wat happens instant not koo
but the nerds are soo awsome:)
yea thats right we have like this deeper meanin in life cause we know wats going on all the time and we can have educated conversations
and if we do dumb stuff at least we thought about it or we created something genius to do something stupid with.
seriously who else could you hang around wit and have fun while at the same time learn so much from.
theres never a lack of things to talk about when you are around us.
we will go from food, to world domination, to food again, then extreme chess, and sex and just other random fun shit.
so next time you are lookin for some fun muthafuckas to kick it with dont hang out with the crazy dumbass kids, hang out with us nerds cause we are the shit.

yea this is for all of you guys:hector, chivo, alex, esau, paul, jesus, blanka, chin, frank, me, mariel, ben, claudia, and all you other nerds out there:)))))

spectacular wonderin

so im kinda like wonderin wat are womens favorite type of underwear.
yea i know that each woman is totally differnt but if there is a majority ruling then i can narrow it down and find out.
so most of that ive talked to say just ones that arent big and that are comfortable.
well just let me know cause ive been wonderin for a while and im pretty sure some of you are thinkin im weird but these are questions that need to be asked.

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so today at lunch me and eric decided to have a giant rice fight and it got a little out of hand, somehow. karen had a piece in her hair, maira had one in her bag, and my and eric had it all over the table. thats how shit happens at lunch for no reason

just for hector

RIP PATRICK SWAYZE WE ALL MISS YOU BUT NOW I BET YOU'RE DIRTY DANCIN IN HEAVEN

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i soo wish i could find the girl of my dreams but we all know thats never gonna happen. so i kinda hope that ill get lucky and find a good girl for me. with dark brown hair, lucious lips, sedecutive eyes, a smile that lasts for days, a thin waist, and nice curves...if only you existed. oh well if you did we would be in this picture...until then:)

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ok these are probably the best fast food burgers ever. i swear once you take the first bite you cant put it down. they are just that amazin..wats your favorite burger


THIS POST IS FOR HECTOR...LOVE YOU HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WORLD DOMINATION:)

Hey you kid

so my senior year is going pretty good so far.
we are like a month in and its pretty amazin
gettin good grades, kickin wit new people, havin fun times, eatin all the time, just hanging out.
thats wat high school is really all about.
i think most people spend too much time tryin to be accecpted by a group of people rather than just fittin in wit those that are like you. i mean yea go out and meet new people cause thats the best but seriously go and have fun.
i live by my moto "always have fun in everything you do and live with no regrets"

well we gonna have some fun this year and its only begun.
hopin for those crazy fun nights that no one forgets were we are just hanging out and messin around.
its koo to do dumb stuff as long as its not stupid to the point were you get in trouble wit the law.
just be koo and lets fuck shit up


ohh and those of you that i kick it wit all the time at lunch
SU-WO:)
statechamp, budahh, vero, karen, miara, and sorry to the others cause i really dont know ur names:p

Worst Feelin Ever

so i totally lost on of my most prized pocessions:(
my ipod is totally dead and broken
its like the worst feelin in the world cause theres nutin i can do about it
i either have to go buy a whole new ipod or just go on living without an ipod.
i know thats horrible.
i hate my life cause now i cant do all the koo stuff i used to do wit my ipod
like listen to music, play games, check email, text.
ahh man i feel soo dumb and empty a little
well i guess im just gonna have to get over it

FUCK LIFE

GOOD DAYS:)

so the past week has pretty much been the best week at skoo apart from all the homework
its safe to say that this is definately gonna be my favorite year of high skoo.
everyday just gets better than the last and sad to say its one day closer to graduation.
we already applied to the UofA and next its ASU and then NAU.
first spirit assembly commin up next month and prom is gettin worked out right now.
my movie is kinda on hold but imma start it up maybe tomorrow.
meetin new people everyday buildin better friendships with more people.
becomin more independant everyday.
today we got down to some mad beats at lunch about to jump up on tables and start gettin wild
we are readin books like crazy improvin my vocabulary and enhancing my view of the world.
learnin more and more about politics in government class.
finding myself among the millions of posers and haters.
these are definately good days:))

Addiction

now a days theres soooo many things that people become addictied and its kinda sad because we should be able to control ourselves.
unfortunately it gets the best of us one way or the other.
with some people its not so serious like myself because im pretty much addicted to myspace but i have realized this and started to address this problem.
while others may be too far into their addiction such as drugs and there may be no hope left and they might suffer terrible losses.
in this age we should provide help for these people but that is how others thrive off of peoples addictions.
it saddens me to see the value of life decreasin but at the same time i depriciate life myself by puttin others down.
its a vicious cycle but as long as people exist so will evil in the world.
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humans by nature may have an inert motion toward evil but there is some good in the world through innocence..although this only last through adoleccence.
we become savage in nature unless checked by an authority .
we must learn to overcome the savage nature and have good prevail.
only then can we have a true perfect society..

ahh i hate lord of the flies

Lets Get Freaky

haha well i think its kinda dumb how we have to watch wat we say when we are wit girls and stuff. like dirty talk cause they think it too and we should all put it out there.

so if really think thats how it should be go to the next person you see and start a conversation about the freaky stuff. you dont have to get all into detail and stuff but i mean just talk about it. we are so confined by people tellin us that its inappropriate to talk about stuff like that. well since we are the future we should be able to talk about watever the fuck we want.

well we shouldnt be held down by the dumb shit old people tell us we shouldnt say just cause they think they are still in charge.

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old people are fuckin up shit all over the  country. like i love old people cause of their vast knowledge and awsome stories but seriously we should get all the old people and send them to the moon or something so this crazy health care problem could work out.

idk we need to do something and im kinda runnin out of creative ideas of things to do wit old people besides just killin all of em:P

As the times pass

we must all look forward and never regret wat is in the past no matter wat we may think

life is too short to be worryin about things that have gone and past. we need to focus on how to improve ourselves and make ourselves happier

well just live ur life pursuin something that will make you happy otherwise there is no point. people may tell you that if you continue on the same path that you will end up messin everything up but thats not true.

we need to be able to do as we please with no repercussions that should affect who we want to become. if we want to have fun we should be able to. there should be no ties to restraints that force us to conform.

im not sayin to go out and break laws but if you feel like you need to accomplish something just go out and do it because its better to say you have done it rather than say you wish u have done it.

have the time of your life because its the only life you have. why not enjoy it rather than tryin to become lame:)

so go and fuck shit up but just have a reason and all will be ok

Things I Hate

umm ok where do i start??
-oh i hate when people spell words all fuckin retarded just because they think it looks koo wit all the dumbass symbols and shit
-i hate ignorant people who talk on and on about something they know nothin about
-i hate fruits and vegitables
-i hate country music
-i hate how the koo thing now is being pregnant
-i hate how u cant have ur own unique style because all the fags out there jock and say its theirs.
-i hate when people try to act hardass but cant back it up
-i hate waking up in the morning
-i hate doing homework
-i hate when people buy clothes that are like 8 times bigger than them
-i hate that people feel the need to buy a shity ass car and then put a badass sound system in it
-i hate gas prices
-i hate people wit really high pitched voices
-i hate when people go through ur shit
-i hate that skools keep lowerin standards cause some kids are too stupid to pass and they make everyone else dumbasses
-i hate when little kids act hard and try to be koo like you
-i hate slow internet connections
-i hate when i have nothin to do so i just sit here
-i hate how people are so concerned wit wat others think that they forget to do watever they want
-i hate how everyone says they are gonna do something and never do it(hypocrits)
-i hate gettin hurt

i hate you:)

i love me and thats it

Music today

ok so as most of u all know music these days are changin.
the more mainstream hip-hop music is really losin meanin and just becomin a facade.
seriously like i really dont like most of wat is being played cause it doesnt have that vibe that the old skoo hip-hop did. the new music is just a discrace to the original artits like ll cool j, grand master flash, public enemy, slick rick, tupac, biggie, run dmc, and many others. they were the originals and the greatest. they put their feelings and souls into the music and now its all about the money and the women. no substance.

so i feel like my preference is shiftin to a different genre of music that is ever growin wit some pretty deep lyrics and some bomb beats. the alternative scene is where its at and i think pretty soon its gonna be the main stream music source instead of the hip-hop. dont get me wrong i love hip-hop but its takin a turn for the worst. alternative is comin up and everyone is catchin on in vast numbers. well listen to watever makes you happy cause music drives us. we must live to love and music is just another reminder of wat we as people enjoy.

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im really in the mood to find some sick as pics, art, graffiti, or anything so if u are an artist, photographer, or just collect art send me some pics
i might just pic watever u send in and write about it so if u guys wouldnt mind thanks:))

send em to stackonbase8@aim.com

Ready:)

ok so yea i know im super awsome and i do all kinds of dumb shit:)

but u know i feel there is something missing from my life like someone that can be there for me.

i know thats wat friends are for but i want someone that will just love me in a more intimate way rather than just a friend. i need companionship wit a deep and meaninful connection. i want to be able to be there for someone when they are sad, hold em back when their mad, kiss em when their glad,(i know im lame tryin to rhyme) but seriously i feel like im lackin that portion of my life. i miss just sittin around wit someone and being able to make eachother smile just by lookin into their eyes . most people are lookin for everything but not me i just want someone who cares for me the way i will for them. i just want to love someone and not be empty anymore.

well u know its hard to find love because love takes time and u cant find it. i wish i could just like someone and they could like me back and that would just be enough. in the past ive been blinded by those words”i love you” that ive only been searchin for love when in reality i need to be lookin for someone i like. we overcomplicate things and i just want it to be simple..i like u and u like me..we can all have dreams.

so im basically summin up….im ready to find that someone i can like for a while because it means something to me:)

looking for u girl….