Who knows

Alright so far this semester of school has been pretty good to me, let's just hope it lasts.
Been doing good in school our at last I think I am haha
Have some good friends and shit has been looking up, still haven't found a new job but that's on me.
Been too lazy to go out and look for a new one, but I will get one soon cause I miss having money that's mine.
Love being 21 cause it's awesome. Going out to bars and not worrying about getting caught drinking underage, it's the best feeling in the world.
I missed being on an actual campus because pima it's nothing compared to a university. There's girls every where all the time!
I'm just glad that I was able to get my life back together after all the stuff I had been through. It's been tough but I did it.
Shout out to my bestfriend Vanesa cause she is the best, she may claim I help her more than she helps me but that's a lie.
She doors so much for me and is always looking out for me no matter what:)
idk what else to tell you guys other than this is starting to look like my life is getting into a good place and I like it.
I'm always talking about the next big thing I'm going to do, but the only thing left to do is just to keep on living.
Nothing is going to get in my way or slow me down, I just have to take everything one step at a time and try not to fuck everything up again!

Oh well, see you ladies later cause I have class and then it's whatever happens after that.
Until next time, keep  praising me as your fearless leader ;)

Its never too late

Hey everyone, its been too long since ive updated you on whats happening.
Well no job anymore but its alright, fun while it lasted.
Started at the UofA finally and i have to tell you its so much better than pima! Was getting so tired of that place it wasnt even funny.
So many girls here its like being in heaven or something like that. Plus they aarent all stuck up, well most of them.
Idk what else to tell all you, started a new workout plan! Should be tons of fun once i stop hurting and stuff.
2nd redhead i saw today and i have to say, i like what i see :)
Well ill try to keep you updated, somewhat. Might find something better to do with my spare time or just get a job.

Oh vegas next month, super pumped!

living the good life

well all of you that actually read this, i have some good news
i finally got a job and its pretty fun
i feel like things are finally falling into place and i can finally start
living life the way i want.
hopefully i can move out soon and begin the next chapter of my life!
for now im just gonna try to do the best i can and keep doing what im doing
because i must be doing something right.
all that bad shit is behind me now and i can look to the future
as well as that, i have some good friends to share the journey with and i know
they always have my back cause if they dont then ill leave them behind.
other great stuff, a shit ton of new games are coming out that actually look good
as well as a bunch of movies that im actually excited for!
now if i could just settle down and write something for my book then i might actually
exceed my own expectations haha
well for now i think i can honestly say im happy,
i would say i should look for a girlfriend but i dont think i need to look.
ill just let her find me, seems like its bound to happen with all this good
stuff happening to me anyways.

to all my readers out there, thanks for caring enough to waste a minute or two of
your time to read this. i dont really know who you are but you are pretty fucking koo

Whats up internet?

hey guys i know its been a while since ive talked to you and i apologize for that
well where do i begin. life isnt as bad i thought it was. i mean things are still
all over the place but it really isnt as bad as it used to be. i can shrug off the bad things
and hold onto the good things. school is going pretty good, almost ready to transfer to the
university! im excited about that cause that means im closer to getting on with the rest of my life!
remember back when i said i didnt have any friends? it turns out i really did and i was just being a
loner cause im not that bright. we have been hanging out alot and we are Bros.
My writing has improved a lot and im excited about that. Im working on two pieces but i cant really
go into detail cause i dont want you all to steal them! ive also written a bunch of poetry and i think
its pretty good and so does my friend Vanesa who reads all my poems.
The direction my life has been going is not bad and i can see me riding this one out for a while.
I hope there is more good stuff to come because when bad stuff happens to me, it tends to pile on and
thats just not good for anyone. Lets just put a pin in that and see what happens.

well idk what else to say because its been a while since ive talked to you internet and those people that
read this, idk who you are but you are awesome. if you like reading this enough to continue reading then
im super impressed because honestly when i started writing this, it was a bit narcissistic.
if it means anything, if you guys have questions about me or something i can help you with then let me know
cause i love helping people out. makes me feel like im doing something productive with my life rather than
spending all my time on the internet looking at stupid pictures or reading what my friends are doing with
their lives. just write something in the comment box if you feel like it. i dont care what you write in there
cause its koo seeing that anyone wrote something. thanks. later internet and readers!

its been a while

well its definitely been a while since ive written anything on here so i guess its just time for
and update.
well my writing is doing a little better, have a couple original ideas that i dont want to discuss
because i dont want you to steal them
life in general is pretty good and there are few complaints to be made which is always a good thing and school
is still as boring as ever, but i still go most of the time
the amount of shinaniganns i get into now a days is a lot less than it has been in the past but that doesnt mean
that i still dont do it haha
as each year goes by i lose more friends, meet up with old ones, and make new ones
now its only months until the big 21 so im pretty excited for that!
still no job but working on it so hopefully that comes together soon so that i can move out and shit
idk what else to tell you guys cause its been pretty much the same as the last time, just a little older and still as dumb

bullies

i guess its always been a really big problem that was always swept under the rug
i never really experienced this much until high school because i went to a catholic school with very small class sizes. we all knew each other and pretty much had to get along.
once i got to high school i began to see this in different ways
when i first got to high school, i didnt know anyone so it was really difficult to try and figure out where to fit in
i played sports so it was easy to fit in with the "jocks" but i was also good in school so i hung out with the smart kids too
ive always sat in the middle of these 2 fences, but always leaned more on the smart kids side because school was more important than being "cool"
i mean yea i teased some kids, who hasnt, but i dont think i took it to the point were it was affecting someones life, that i know of.
im not a mean person and i dont like hurting people
and ive seen the popular kids ridicule and pick on anyone that wasnt in their group
most of the time i would side with my friends, the smart kids, because the popular
crowd wasnt very bright and wasnt really going anywhere after high school
i even saw this at other schools.
the worst part about all of this is that those kids picking on other kids, wont make anything out of their lives most of the time
then they try to say that they were nice to other kids in school when all they did was make fun of everyone around them that didnt fit into their groups
fortunately i never encountered bullying that severely affected someones life in a way that was harmful to their being
i always stuck with my friends because i knew that friendship was better than being popular in high school
besides, we wanted to go to college and do something with our lives instead of throw it all away before we even got there

oh well, bullying is wrong and people should be more aware of it because it is a serious problem that must be dealt with
no one should have to be put through these types of things no matter what
and for the smart kids out there, hang in there cause it will all pay off

i have a dream

like most others i want to be rich and somewhat famous
but i dont want to be an actor or anything like that.
i want to be the one making people famous, i want to write movies and create
shows or anything that will put my name out there as a writer
i dont want to have a book that will be part of any literary analysis,
i just want my name out there.
i want to make people happy with the thoughts from my mind.
there is all this stuff running around in my head and most of it never has a chance
to see the light of day, but someday i hope to change that
i believe i have a talent for writing and my mind is creative.
people may say that i lack focus or knowledge
fuck it, im probably unfocused and stupid, but i wont quit
i want to use the talents i have to do something good
and in my mind thats making movies or anything that will entertain people!!

help make that dream come true and believe
who knows, i might become famous and remember you...