i just realized that i am a ghost of my former self
this might explain why all of my old friends choose not to talk to me anymore
they still see me as who i was back like a year ago...this big party animal that went out every weekend and got super drunk
thats not the case anymore because im a totally different person but people still percieve me as that party animal
i really dont like this because it gives people a reason not to talk to me anymore
also those people that i used to party with that know i dont really party anymore have stopped talking to me as well
its like a lose-lose situation for me and it really sucks ass
i dont know any other way to fix this than to either jump back into my old life(which i do not want to do), convince people that i am a totally different person, or just forget about all those people and make new friends
all of these choices are hard enough to follow. i dont want to walk out on my old life, but there are certain aspects of it that have changed and people need to realize that im not the same person i was a year ago let alone 3 months ago.
i have a completely different mindset and if people cant see me for who i really am than im going to have to accept the fact that some people are not meant to be in my life.
I think you should forget about these people cuz in reality they weren't true friends. They were just insignificant people we call acquaintances. Those are people who come and go. You'll make new and caring friends who will accept you for who you are no matter how much you might change.
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