changing it up

i have been progressively feeling better over like these past few months, with the exception of feeling
down on myself occasionally, but other than that its been good.
so for the past few months i have been going to the gym almost everyday
to get back in shape since i put on about 30 lbs when i came back from ASU.
im pretty sure that i have kept the same weight, but im happy to say that most of it is now
muscle instead of flabby fat, its still a work in progress so hopefully i can get to a good
size and then just maintain it because i dont want to get too big!
along with my new look with muscles, it has just made me feel more confident in myself
and it just makes me happy. i notice girls checking me out now, which used to be like
on rare occasions when i was the little 120 lb kid i was in high school.
and overall i feel like im better health like i can do more things, unlike before i wouldnt
want to get off my bed cause i was playing videogames all day..i still wish i could do that
but i have other things that i have to take care of like school and the gym and finding
other things that are better alternatives.
i think with all this confidence now im going to change up my style because since its a new me
i figure everyone should see me that way too.