lifeless

so lately ive been feelin kinda down and just bored.
like i dont wanna go out and do shit
i hate being confined to my house wit all these limits and shit
i need to be able to be free and go do watever i want
feel like im suffocatin in this house
someone help me cause i know where this is goin
this always happens and then i never want to do anything
all i need is that extra boost to get out and do stuff
yea im out sometimes but im always doin the same thing.
i want new experiecnces and new stories.
meet totally new people and just do something competely crazy
i want to wake from this lifeless state and become the person i imagine i am
i picture this person that everyone turns to for fun and never says no to a good time
seriously if i could just be half that person i would be happy
and i know i can be that person its just killin me that im contained and cant be free
there is only so much i can take before i break
i want to be myself and the person im destined to become
i am going to be that person
help me acheive my goal